one of a kind.

a very nice person cheered me up with these pictures ^^.


met up with siying , clara & weiren today . met siying with weiren at bus stop & headed to mac to have lunch & eat ^^ . slack all th way . clara then came to find us . we met around 12 & slack at mac till around 3.30 or so . LOL . chat alot of stuff. did alot of catching up with one another this few days ^^ . siying had to leave early cuz of her dad D: . weiren had to go fishing . so me & clara decided to go arcarde to play . met glenn there ^^ . watch him play. aft that , he had to go . pei him to mrt & then daddy fetch me home . had no mood to go out . had no mood for anything. decided to come home and be alone .

i lost trust in you . thats th fact . you turn ur back on me and walk away like i didnt meant much to you . im trying to forget you and everything. im trying to live a life without you , but it seems dead still . i cant help it. i had th determination to forget you , i had th will , but its all gone once you asked me to forgive you . but still i cant accept th fact , about what you said. it wasnt th words that hurt , it was th person whom said it hurts me more. you claim you said it out of angry , cuz ur emotion when haywire , but that doesnt mean you could or should say that . it wasn't you whom said it , how i wish it wasn't but it was . nothing could change that fact. you promise me once , you promise me twice , but have you ever took ur promises seriously ? if to you , its just a way to say stuff , den your wrong . TOTALLY wrong . its more then just a saying , its more then just a promise . i couldnt help , but loss th sense of security . you claim that whatever happens aft ________ came in . whom you said is an extra whom ruin everything . but thats not true . he isn't what you say he is. im really tired . tired of quarreling with you . im really suspecting what i want . im not sure myself either


those that were there for me throughout this period , thanks alot ^^ . i know i cant rely on your too much , but thanks still . i guess i know what i have to do next . it maybe a regretful decision , but i will handle it . i'll try .