im ultra weird . im just like trying to kill time . just now on msn was msn-ing with yixin , ashley , weaven and JSZJ like siao . damn horny lo . hahas . small kids dont learn from it . X: . whole tim using th com . im tired of it alrd . i've edited my songs too . before was helping my sis to do her blog && so . she going america for 3 months to work && enjoy . SO FUN ! i also wan go . i wan leave singapore , leave all my worries , leave all my unhappiness ! i wan go america && have lots of fun ! enjoy myself ! sian , im going to like log off alrd coz im tired of th computer . i need to stay happy always . smile always . me && my 2nd sis is like freaking out ovr a damn sick lizard . it was like having sex with another lizard ( coz i heard th sound ) && suddenly crawl into my room . damn sick la ! so uncvilised . having sex outside my house den come in . wan have sex go their own house have la . WTH ! LOL . forget it .
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i may be smiling but i just dont wan you to know how much it actually bothers me . i dont wan you to feel at fault or anything . i wont go against what you wan . just be honest . thats all im asking for . yes , so what if i get hurt ? at most i'll just do stupid things && cry ? i rather get hurt den to live in lies . && i wan you to be yourself and not someone whom just feel sorry for me . give me an answer . i dont wan to hang on anymore . im lossing my grip . i wan to know what you really wan . i wont go against it . i promise . you dont have to care how i feel . th only thing i wan from you is you to be happy always . smiling forever . but i nvr regret getting to know you . but whatever ur ans is , i promise you , i will follow it then .