Friday, May 8, 2009

commitment is really a big thing .


had geog test . it sucks ! comfirm fail ba . dont wan say much bout it . aft exam go KFC with li an , matt , jiale && vanessa . aft go big book shop . talk alot related to toliet bowl . when jiale house downstair to complete something . idk how am i gong to give it man ? dont wan think bout it for th moment . had a dream that was like ? idk ? dont wan think about it again . thinking hurts . i wish i couldnt feel th pain . i just wan to sleep && not wake up from my dream . i just hate commitment . i wish that i lead my own life , my own world , my own happiness . why cant it just be simple ? if only mayb , i just wish , if only it could ... it will nvr come true yeah ? i just wish i didnt wake up from my dream . i just wish i could continue sleeping && nvr wake up . i guess if it really happen , my life will be like so happy . i just wan a simply life , a simple world , a simple love life , my happiness ! am i asking for too much ? i wan to live in a fairytale land , i wanna be a princess where dreams do come true . i guess commitment is easy to say but hard to keep . because of everything , because of whatever you said . i learn alot , alot , alot . too much though . am i suppose to be happy ? happy that i've learn alot throughout? i wish i could just draw out my happy life . forever ? nah , no such words huh ? okay , its a strong word but th meaning is just oh so crap . doest show anything . its just a word that hurts alot of people . hahas , its just THINKING just a WISH just a false HAPPINESS . im going to like stop thinking && let it be . let it go with th flow . hahas . simply said it .
A-R-Y-N-N-A♥

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