im really sorry .

im a blur sotong !
im so stupid .
i so dumb .
im a trouble maker .
im a jinx !
i just cant stand myself .
i dont have a right brain .
i dont even have a brain .
i just bring bad luck to everyone that know me .
i dont deserve anything good .
i dont deserve to have a wonderful life .
i dont deserve to smile anymore .
i dont dare to face anyone anymore .
im just a BIG BIG JINX !
i so so regret whatever i've done .
i dont have th rights to love my family friends && love one .
i just cant stand myself !
i deserve to be alone .
i dont deserve good things .
i dont deserve to have ppl to be my listening ear .
how i wish i didnt exist .
if i didnt i wont have cause so much trouble .
im really really very sorry .
i dont deseve it .
how i wish i was th unlucky one .