i nvr wanted to let go .

i totally have some problem . i was really down just now , i did a really stupid thing . only a sotong will do it but i this sotong though still haven totally control my emotion , but im really happy . it tells me everything in whatever you said . you pulled me up when i fell . you gave me warm when i felt cold . you cheer me up when i am down . you gave me everything i ever needed . you show me th path in life . you though me how to stand up after a fall . you go crazy with me whenever i felt like it . && now i decided to stand up , hold your hand , && go through thick && thin with you . even if i fall , i know you'll be there . there whenever i needed someone th most . yes , i felt useless , i felt like a jinx , i even question myself . ' am i just a jinx or am i really a sotong ' but thanks for what you said . it really woke me up from a bad dream . a dream i nvr wanna have . i have alot to say && ask but idk where to start from . but i just wan you to know that nvr hid anything to urself . i hope ur able to let me help you . though i know whatever i do is just so stupid && will get you into bigger trouble , but i really wan give you my support .

today chinese paper ... dont wanna talk bout it DD:

when out aft paper . WAS SO DAMN FUN! funny things happen too . was like crazy . walked alot . did play too :D . i so love it . hahas . play , eat , talk && alot more . im really so lucky to have ppl around me :D . ppl like you :D . i really am happy today . th happiest person . today i just realise how much a person really cares . im just afraid of lossing . nvr wanted to let go . a persons promise can really make another person feel safe .

A-R-Y-N-N-A♥

call me miss sotong . LOL .