will things turn out better if i never know you ?

I WANT TO TRANSFER SCHOOL.

i plan to. but i guess is impossible . dont think my parents will allow D: . its only a wish i guess. if i transfer school, i guess i will only miss a few of my close buddies / besties . but i keep going crazy wanting to transfer out . & im not avoiding, i just don't want to remember anything from newtown . other then my besties / close buddies. regret . ouch . my head hurts . damn it . tmrw going JP . then chinatown i think . comfirming in progress . i wanna get out of my school.

might be going to genting either on th 1st - 3rrd december or 7th - 9th dec or 26th-28th dec. i wanna go on 1st to 3rd. im not avoiding or anything . just prefer that date . i hope juliana can. then juliana , yingning , jed & me will be able to go oversea together :D . wheee . GEBTING !