i was waiting but nothing happen.

there is nothing worse in the world than thinking you have a chance when you really don’t.

couldnt sleep well at night. nightmares . D: . keep waking up in between . suck manzxc. when to jiaying house with ashley , ashley bro & yixin in th afternoon . eat , talk slack . i miss her alot :D . lucky tmrw badminton she will be going ^^ . when there till around 6 i think then follow ashley & her mom & her brother to ikea to eat . headed to her house downstairs to chat while waiting for jed to come & collect my money for genting . will be going on 8 , 9 , 10 with jed & yingning & jed aunt & aunt friends. headed to ashley house & have h2h chats. love her ttm ! daddy came to fetch me around 8plus to 9 .

rano. thanks for everything ! especially last night. thankyou . you rock to the max !

i didn't had a great night AT ALL. i couldn't sleep well. i kept waiting and waiting. but you didn't do anything. you made me so happy till i couldn't sleep th previous night & then you suddenly stop everything. is this a prank? thinking that maybe things have change again till th way i wanted. & then you stop everything. im a freaking fool, i even thought that you are different again in a better way. i guess your not huh? i waited for one whole night. waking up inbetween . sleepless nights. but i was so lucky. at least i wasn't alone last night. if only i was in my dream. & when dreams come true.