i just cant sleep well throughout th night . i keep waking up in th middle of th night for some reasons . im just so so afraid . afraid of life , afraid of taking && lossing aft . people always say "whats yours will always be yours." is it true ? i really wonder . "once bitten twice shy?" will it always be like that ? or " GET A GRIP MAN . just let it go . he isnt worth ur tears . guys isnt worth for ur unhappiness ." thats what usually my friends will tell me . come on it isnt as easy as to do it . i must stay forever happy :D not just for myself , but for everyone including you . okay , yes , im kinda emotionally unstable && i might bit anytime but i will be alright . but im really happy that i didnt loss anyone currently . i made up my mind . im going to pick up th broken parts && mend it back . i wan to do something smart . it wont be something that waste time or effort , it will be something that will help me grow up too . getting stronger && stronger . is not like th other craps that i use to do that waste my effort && time too. no matter what happen , im going to do my ultra best . my heart && soul shld be lively again .
A-R-Y-N-N-A♥
i wonder if you knew how much i missed you throughout everyday since 2 weeks ago . i brought love into my life && now im afraid of lossing you . im afaird of letting go . if only i was stronger . i've been waiting && waiting but neither you nor your voice haven appear yet . but i will continue waiting && waiting for you too appear again . i wan you to be my boy . forever && ever .
A-R-Y-N-N-A♥
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