Forever and always.

Maria's 15th

2010-06-19T12:08:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to my dearest Maria (:. Its belated though. I had so much fun spending my day with you at your house . I love you babe. xoxo.

Dance like there is no tomorrow.

2010-06-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

Today was tiring but greatzxc cuz' I finally met up with two crazyzxc dude up thr in the photozxc. Met at JE . Walk around and get somethings. Bused down to Town and when to Rano's usually Gstar . As usually, he bought some expensive nice pantzxc :D . Chatzxc alotzxc. hehe. After town, back to JE to collect some stuff and when to IMM to walk around (:. Bused to clementi with Ryan and I cabbed home. Hehe. Home about 10pluz .

I ENOJOYED MYSELF WITH THOSE TWO IDIOTS :D.

There's training tmrw . Yay! But I dont wanna wake up so earlyyyyyy ):.

I MISS MY DEAREST MARIA D:.
Finally can meet her tmrwwwwwww ☺.
Its her special day in 25min times.
I love you babe (: .
Waiting for your official day to come before I wish you happy birthday .

Runzxc Awayzxc Fromzxc Troublezxc

2010-06-16T20:42:00.000+08:00

Badminton training in the morning . After training bused and mrt to find sister at Jurong Point, got our stuff and ate pepper lunch. Bused back home. (: Had a really happpppppppyyyyyyyyyy time with my wonderful sister (Y). A.W.E.S.O.M.E . ChitzxcChatzxc. hehezxc.

Jog at night with my eldest sist all the way from my house to clementi and back to sunset way. LEG PAIN. TIRED.

TO ALL BADMINTON GIRLS :

We'll be organising a gathering at sentosa / vivo with all the badminton girls. Details would be further given. It would be happening most likely on this coming monday, 21June'10. Monday. (No training on tht day ) . We need to comfirm if you're able to make it . I have invited some of you all on facebook under the badminton girls outing event. If you are not invited. Please invite yourself. Its open to public. TYVM :D. Hope all of you all can make it (:.

boo!

2010-06-15T22:22:00.000+08:00

Lunch with my sisters and father (:. GREATZXC FOODZXC. HEHEZXC.

Spooky army ghost story told by science teacher today during science lesson.

NIGHT JOG WITH SISTER AROUND OUR CONDO WAS FUNZXC LIKE CRAZYZXC.

Never say never

2010-06-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

Girls day out with YingNing, DaHua, Pei Mian Juliana. AWESOME ;D. Catch up alot with one another. Greatz :D . Caught a movie 'A-team' at vivo. Camwhoreeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Though not much pictures. Bought cake for DaHua and PeiMian as we didn't celebrate their birthday during their birthday. Belated birthday (:. hahah. Sunset Way dinner with family (:.

WORLD CUP IS AWESOME TTM . IM IN LOVE WITH IT. Now I understand why guys are so crazy over it. YAY Dutch. The own goal was funny. hahah.

Gossip date with my sister later . hahahaha.

3days 2night

2010-06-13T22:22:00.003+08:00

Badminton camp was a blast ☺. 3days 2night.

Had loads of fun especially during the waterbomb part :>.

Ghost storyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy (:.
scarying people was awesome.
laughing at stupid things .
Night games were fun :D.
But I still don't love the bathing part.

Shop till I drop.

2010-06-11T02:22:00.000+08:00

Taiwan was great (:. Shop , Eat , Sleep (:. Went to alot of places by MRT and bus. It was amazing. But I still dont like the smelly toufu. The food is delicious. I just keep buying things and spend quite a big sum. But at least I had fun with my sist (:.

I need to sleep soon.
Cuz' there's camp tmrw morning and I haven't pack my stuff.

MIA FROM 11TH JUNE TO 13TH JUNE.

MIA

2010-06-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

OFF TO TAIWAN ALREADY.
FROM 5 JUNE - 10 JUNE.

MISSING IN ACTION.

Run away

2010-06-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

I haven't pack my things for taiwan when im leaving tmrw. How smart of me (: .

Never say never.

2010-06-04T18:53:00.000+08:00

Jurong safra pool and lan with Rano, Maria and Siu Phang (: SiuPhang didn't join us for lan though. Played L4D2 and it made me wanna vomit )':. Still currently at Jrong safra.

Hey , Thanks for making the first move :D . Though I didn't go out with you today, im still happy because we're alright already :> .

Everlasting

2010-06-03T23:07:00.000+08:00

Hey Rano & Maria.
Im dedicating this post for you two. See you two happy face up there after meeting one another? :D . You two should learn to cut down on quarrelling over small lil' things k? I know you two care too much about one another. Because you two love one another so much but you both have different point of view. But even though the one you love may not love you the way you want them to, doesnt mean they dont love you with all they have :D. All the effort you two put in for one another, I've seen it all so clearly (:. And you two should know it better. Everything you've done for each other, its really amazing ya know? 140210 :D . I know you two can make it (: .

GIGICHATCHAT.

2010-06-03T22:32:00.000+08:00

I did some cooking today. I made sandwhiches , sushi and buscuits for the "picnic" we plan at marina berrage with Rano and SiuPhang . But the picnic ended up in my room because we were lazy to cab down to marina . hahah . They came around 12noon. Played tabletennis for like an hour from 5pm-6pm. Maria thn came over (:. Back to my house and slackkkk. :D . They just left. Had loads of funnnnnnnnnn :D . Im glad I have you guys to pei me (:.

GIGICHATCHAT :D.

Hey, idk if you'll see this but well, I hope we could stop quarrelling over small lil' things. We've been through so much ups and downs. This time its over my sarcasticness and your sensitiveness . I know its partly my fault, but you cant deny its not totally my fault. But remember what I said. If you leave, dont ever come back. And your promise. Its up to you now.

Pyramid

2010-06-03T16:26:00.002+08:00

What if there’s no such thing as true love but we’re just too afraid to admit it? So we keep on dressing up, we keep on pretending to be something that we’re not. We keep on turning our lives upside down, losing ourselves in something that we hope is better than what we think we are. What if that something we’re looking for, just doesn’t exist?

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Know how I feel like.

2010-06-03T16:24:00.000+08:00

It’s not like I intended on this.. falling for you again. It’s not like I want it. All you do is break me, but when I see you, it’s like I forget all that. I forget about the heart you’ve shattered so many times and forget all of the pain I went through.. just for the chance of you holding me again. I miss you. I don’t know exactly why I do, but I miss you.

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Daddy DJ

2010-06-03T16:21:00.002+08:00

You wanna know what the truth is? I still love you and I probably will love you for a very long time. But I can’t just be your buddy, because as much as I enjoy the concept of being “just friends” in reality it’s a bizarre form of torture and I’m just not willing to participate in it. So right now what I wanna do is just move on and get over you and the only way for me to do that is to not be around you anymore.

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69 more airplanes to go.

2010-06-03T10:42:00.000+08:00

BACK TO BLOGGING. :D

That guy above slept over at my house the day before . :D . KFC for breakfast and back to my house to bake cookies for his special someone (:. Watch my drama the whole time until rano and siuphang came over to my house around 6pluz. Ate and off to catch my airplanes around the rooftop. Didn't bring my camera )': SO NO PICTURES. Mummy drop them off at clementi around 10pluz.

goodbye

2010-04-24T23:04:00.003+08:00

DEAD & GONE.
Goodbye.

once the most important person in my life

2010-03-09T19:52:00.000+08:00

hey mr. if you see this i hope you know im refering to you.
its been months since everything changed. but im still happy :> . though out friendship ended so quick, but im still glad i once know you :> . you were once the most important person in my life. though things change. just hope you'll remember about our past and leave it as it is :> . leave with a smile, no sorries, no regrets but memories. im happy you once appear in my life. though you're gone so fast, i never regret the pain . im not gonna blame you neither am i gonna blame myself. happy is what both of us need to achieve, and i realise im not able to give you what you want neither can you . but im happy with my new group of friends . i hope you are happy with yours too ~!

Just because it didn’t last forever does not mean that it wasn’t worth your while.

you are that cheap.

2010-03-07T00:07:00.000+08:00

i just read chelsea's super duper nice and poliet post about some people. hahah . cant help and laugh my ass out ~! chelsea you rock ttm ~! 3rd march post :> agreed :D. guilty concious (:. i somehow agree to what you say to the fullest the first time :> great job !

i can't stand you sometimes, always flirting around, especially with my friends. ROFL.

old couple.

2010-03-06T10:24:00.001+08:00

Today, when i was working an adorable old couple came to me. When I ask them if they found out everything they need, the women look at the man and said "I found everything I needed 53 years ago."

shack it.

2010-03-03T17:22:00.002+08:00

i when home straight after schl :D going back to newtown and queensways later (:

colourful

2010-03-02T21:12:00.001+08:00

change my braces colour :D . love it :). skip tuition. out with jolene, bryan, sherman, emerson :). can't wait for holidays to arrive ~!

nobody understands.

2010-03-01T21:54:00.000+08:00

decisions? do i have a choice. to i get to make my own decisions? i just feel exhausted. screwed. tired. im not happy. not even abit. im starting to find life meaningless. whats the meaning of life when you are tired of it? nobody understands. i really wonder is there anyone who i dont have to tell them how i feel, and somehow, just KNOW how i feel? i doubt so. nobody will understand each other that well. cuz we always thing others are imperfect. thinking they dont have the rights to compare to ourself. but in actual fact, everyone is always so selfish and always only think about themselves first. perfect? yet imperfect.

we are the world.

2010-02-28T20:14:00.000+08:00

ANYBODY? HELP ME WITH MY SCIENCE~! i so dont get a single shitz. science is not my thing.

moment of truth.

2010-02-27T10:16:00.000+08:00

bored ~! is there anyone to talk to now at this MOMENT ? test are killing ~! dramas are so addictive. my hair is so messy.

cheers.

2010-02-26T21:36:00.000+08:00

stayed back for some boring chinese lesson from 1.45 to 4.30 -.- damn pissed. its just a waste of time. thought dont go will tio detention again, end up nvr take bloody attendence and yanglaoshi also nvr go. -'- so after schl, when to SP slack with some of the usual ppl . off to bukit timah with bryan. emerson, sherman, ryan. had out dinner there . when to beauty world to slack. wanted t play pool but no time . darn. cab home.

regrets.

2010-02-25T22:40:00.000+08:00

I’d rather regret the things I have done than the things I have not.

“— Lucille Ball

brave

2010-02-25T22:35:00.000+08:00

I think you need someone to want you… well, I do want you. So, be brave and want me back.

“— Emily Fitch

quotes

2010-02-25T22:32:00.002+08:00

Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.

“— Unknown

do you still care?

2010-02-25T21:59:00.000+08:00

solo :D ; ~! you rock :D . thanks for everything. your the bestest person i know :D . when im down, you'll always be there, when im happy you'll always be there too. ^^. remain happy always~! :D . niceperson(: . boomz. i know you'll read this -winkwink-

when will you guys realise im not a lil kid anymore? can't you respect me more? attitude problem..

karma

2010-02-24T22:52:00.000+08:00

i hate silence from you.

family.

2010-02-24T22:50:00.000+08:00

is it that hard to have a proper dinner? screwed. quarrels, its just pure irritating.

disappointed.

2010-02-23T19:44:00.001+08:00

DISAPPOINTED?
Everyone makes mistakes. forgive and forget. but this time its not about me. Is there a reason why I should get piss?

supergirl

2010-02-22T18:02:00.000+08:00

visited mdm ong on sunday with yingning , peimian , yingmin , weiren, shawn, billy. frolicks with yingning :D and cabbed back home for tuition.

schl was fine. queensway with wanling and chelsea. look for class tee. lunch at mac. headed to poly and met up with bryan, rano & co. schl. poly, schl , and father fetched me home.

straight through my heart.

2010-02-20T17:30:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOSH. i just said something so emberassing righthand man ~! LOL . im just somehow getting high cuz of it :D . eeek , had a nice longggg conversation (:. enjoyed getting some crappy stuff out of my chest. it just so wow.

goddamnit , can't just help but get piss with stuff thats happening lately. i wonder who can i go to now. parents? they just dont understanding me well. age gap between them & me too big . the way they think is different from how i think. they are so out of it. friends? who can i trust? niceperson? oneofakind? trustable , but its like my problem, will i be disturing ? sisters? too busy with their own stuff . studies, work. teachers?NOWAY. who else ?

im sick and tired of quarrelling, sick of you having nothing to say. its not as if i wanted it to happen.

she flys me away.

2010-02-19T22:46:00.000+08:00

HOROSCOPE?

If a woman's Mars is in Cancer, she may prefer the "sensitive type" of man who is compassionate, sensitive, and protective. These women sometimes are attracted to temperamental sorts, finding moodiness in a man rather intriguing. They want men with "layers" (remember Shrek?). However, they are not into the type of "sensitive" men that Mars in Pisces women are most attracted to. In fact, they generally want men who are strong and traditionally masculine. Generally, these women prefer men who are physically strong or at least look that way--remember that they love to feel protected.

never be replaced.

2010-02-13T11:09:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY. west mall, bugis , iluma, bukit merah, mac. with bryan, danial, clayton, emerson, sherman. home at around 11. :D

boomz

2010-02-11T21:45:00.001+08:00

homework is killing me.

freak

2010-02-10T21:50:00.000+08:00

I am fucked up.

ring ding dong

2010-02-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

schl was fine, though i was freaking tired . badminton training . slack outside with janice, ryan, danial, emerson, clayton, irfan, edgar till mrs ng came x: . training was tiring . physical. sista drove me home from sunset way :> talked t rano on th phone :D . maria is so gonna be damn happy in 6 more days~! hahah .

meet me half way.

2010-02-07T23:25:00.001+08:00

jurong point with clara and weiren till 5 . to weiren's house for his "surpirise" party :D . heheh . siying, clara , chai, birdy, yingning , juliana , rebecca, jiaming , johann, sidney, weiren, wayne when. steamboat. catch up alot with one another :D . yami yougurt with juliana . mrt t clementi and cab juliana home then cab home ;D .

pictures grabed from chai's blog . will upload more next time :>

bad romance.

2010-02-07T10:02:00.004+08:00

awww . damn . i wanted t post yesterday but i was so darn tired i fell asleep. laughs . well, first of all i wanna say,
4feb'10

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

LIM WEI REN

6feb'10.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO

MATTHEW CHAN WEI JIE.

hope you two had a memorable birthday ^^. rock on ~!

baby love

2010-02-01T21:14:00.001+08:00

no badminton today :D . out with emerson, danial, irfan t danial's house . watched movies. met birdy on th mrt . headed off t sunset way with her, irfan and emerson. :D

bloody, i hope nothing is going t happen...

argh. im tired of studying so hard core. is there anyway that could make studying more "interesting" ? gosh . im seriously sick and tired of it.

if you notice.

2010-02-01T21:05:00.000+08:00

out to vivo with yingning yesterday :D

first time.

2010-01-30T10:10:00.002+08:00

GEEK IN THE HOUSE !

schl was fine. though i dont really like it x:. lessons ater lessons. pissing me off. after schl, skip training with janice. off t SP for lunch with janice,danial emerson, sherman, ryan, irfan, clayton, mingpeng. headed to danial house with everyone other thn sherman and ryan . home . then out t commonwealth thn t juliana's house and ton :D .

your the sweetest person i know in the world.

2010-01-26T10:47:00.000+08:00

currently at schl computer lab. having music.
nowadays. i dont have the time to blog. gosh, im tired of badminton . its like 6days in a week? 4days training , 2 days competition . gosh. today will be competing with fajar. pray we could win this time ~! havent been going home early this few days. training yesterday, when at around 4plus. before was slacking with janice, sherman, irfan, ryan, emerson, danial. when t queensway with sebestian. rano, maria, emerson, clayton after badminton. clayton treated me and emereson to laksa :D . thanks . heheh. reached home around 10 though. argh. my schedule is so pack ~! i need time for shopping ~! DAMN IT . eeek. need to do my music nao.

romeo & juliet.

2010-01-20T17:20:00.003+08:00

IM SERIOUSLY BORED .
but the teacher is really nice though ^^ . since i have th time, i shall blog about th days i nvr blog. have been busy all th days . usually when i reached home, i will be like half dead or alrd quite late, and i am likee so busy with things. yesterday was screwed . badminton competition, we lost to RV. met maria, jolene, clayton, irfan, emerson, sherman , sebestian at ulu pandan CC. had lots of fun. jolene, maria and rano left and took mrt. then i found out some crap shitzxc stuff and i got pissed. plan was all ruin by me. x:. had some fcuked up attitude problem. but now everything is alright :D . FORGIVE AND FORGET. :D . have been hanging out with the same people this few days :D . enjoy though~!

forgive and forget.

2010-01-20T15:00:00.002+08:00

using schl computer now. lesson was fine . wanling is currently beside me :D . & chelsea is in her bee hive reading :D . heheh . shaun & kaixiang are watching porn. max is walking around like a lost sheep . bryan is gaying with shaoxian . matt is stuck to the computer ;D

[The above details are just crap. Im just bored.]

lesson is fine :D . talked about aids during mr prathap lesson . after schl gather with sherman, danial , sebestian , emerson , bryan , irfan , clayton at canteen. slack around . currently having PODcast & VODcast enrichment. didnt go for badminton training . shall hope around th internet (:

i hate you and your promises .

2010-01-18T21:20:00.001+08:00

schl was alright. when to SP with wanling , vanessa , chelsea , eunice , sheryl and had pizzahut. headed back t sch for training . had training all th way till 6plus. made bryan, danial, sherman, emerson, clayton wait for 2 hours plus x: feel so mean . headed to sp with janice & th guys . met rano, sebestian, maria thr. headed to clementi with janice emerson , sherman got my sweets and headed home .

BLOODY . I HATE YOU.

let me go.

2010-01-15T20:57:00.000+08:00

SCREWED.
i hate myself. jump down building and die.

what the hell is wrong with my mood swing?

2010-01-15T20:26:00.000+08:00

school was rather fine. had pe and my stamina dropped like no tmrw. play with deoderant in th hall x: . had badminton training . trained the sec 1 . after training, met irfan and emerson. cab down t my house. they help me download blackshot :D hehehe . nice game :D . walked them out . currently in a bad mood D:. idk why either. goshhh....

if it lasted even longer.

2010-01-13T21:16:00.000+08:00

school , badminton , out , home :D .

what is wrong with you ?

2010-01-12T20:54:00.000+08:00

STUDYING.
STRESS.
I NEED HELP.

today made chicken porridge for home E . after school . out to SP with rano, sherman, danial, emerson, irfan, bryan, sebestian, clayton, ryan, weixiang. soccer. emerson house with ryan, sherman. tuition. home. god damn it . i am freaking stress.

it just seem so magical

2010-01-11T11:56:00.000+08:00

currently at schl computer lab. having music. watch some videos. lesson was alright . though tiring , trying t tahan. later got badminton till 6. gosh D:. shall do what music teacher wan me do. PHOTO SHOP ~!

you are there for me all the time.

2010-01-10T21:29:00.000+08:00

badminton in the morning , tuition till 2.30. out to jurong west library with maria , emerson, rano, sherman, clayton . sutdied , did my work ^^. headed to jurong point to look for bag, nothing nice. dicided not to buy yet. slack around. left JP around 7.30. met mom at clementi mrt. currently eating instant noodle. LOL .

baby cant you see?

2010-01-10T21:23:00.001+08:00

090110.
met sherman and emerson at emerson's house 11plus. slack around. danial came, followed by maria, rano, clayton. slack till like 5plus. had lots of fun.^^ headed off to JP to watch old dogs ^^ . walk around, looking for bag, had dinner at banquet. played in th mrt . laughs. it was empty in th beginning. reached home around 11plus ^^ . had lots of fun heheh.

i want to be in your arms.

2010-01-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

lesson was fine. studying my ass out. hope my effort put in would be shown in my report book ~! stayed back in schl for cca open house. shout my head out. laughs. had lots of fun ^^. headed to find rano, emerson, sherman, danial, clayton. headed to bukit merah NTUC to buy ingredients for spagettie. met emerson's mom there . shop around & bused back to emerson's house. his mom cooked for us spagettie, salad and fries . heheh. love it ttm. but rano missed it. he when off earlier. followed by danial. his mom drop me off at sunset way(: . slack at there. mom came to fetch me home at around 11 :D. enjoy today alot (:

i want to spend my every moment with you.

2010-01-07T22:20:00.000+08:00

overdue photos. JAN.2010. heheh. thats my 2nd brother and his wife ^^.

has been studying alot in lesson. trying my very best to be as hardworking as possible. hardcore studying in lessons. studying in advance . i hope i'll be able to score well ~! this year, im going to be a hardcore studier. gosh. i wanna get into th combinations i wan ~! blog wont be so active (i guess) . will be busy after this week. busy with studies, cca, tuition, etc. lesson today was fine. haven't got into any trouble other then attire ^^. yesterday, after going to SP with wanling and chelsea, headed to find rano, maria, clayton, emerson, ryan, sherman etc. at SP soccer court. headed to emerson house with clayton, sherman, ryan. headed to sunset way with them. met irfan. then i headed home. heheh .
today,after school headed to westmall with chelsea. met emerson at there. watch The Vampire`s Assistant. nice movie. after movie, headed to sunsetway. mom fetch me from there.

how i wish you were here.

2010-01-05T15:31:00.000+08:00

school was boring. teachers keep stressing on streaming. im getting scared x: . gosh. whatever ^^ . 2 new students in my class. 3 transfered out. teachers, all changed . other then bio. mr prathap. sit beside chelsea for the moment. well, going for tuition later . shall stop here ^^ .

dreams do come true.

2010-01-03T22:05:00.000+08:00

skip badminton today. headed to vivo with sisters' at 11am. when shopping . bought a dress forever21. met kor and his wife at 12.30noon. ate at crystal jade. walked around . heheh . took some photos . headed home around 3 plus. had tuition at 4. when out after that. home aruond 8plus.

out with my loveliest sisters.

2010-01-03T17:54:00.000+08:00

AVATAR WAS AMAZING.

yesterday, when out with my sister to watch avatar at around 5plus at plaza singapura. Movie was very long, but nice ^^. after movie walk around, headed to dinner at

dajie treat ^^ heheh . ate till damn full. when to 313 walk around , but it was alrd quite late so we didnt buy anything. had lots of fun with my two dearest , most loveliest sisters ^^ . :D reach home around 11plus

thanks for being there for me love.

2010-01-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

when to pray in the morning with family and relatives. lunch at china town with family / relatives. joke alot . sisster drop me off at cck around 3. met siying, clara, eliz , yanying, weiren, fedrick. THANKS FOR THE CHRISTMAS GIFT ^^ . arcade and watch alvin and the chipmonks 2. slept a lil and eliz and yanying threw popcorn on me. LOL . after movie , buy food and headed off to weiren's house. ate the cake we baked. its nicenicenice ^^ . had lots of fun. thinking about the past , having h2h chats, laughing at stupid jokes from the past , slack and all left at around 9.15pm. headed to clementi with siying . fedrick was with us too. cabed home from there .
*upload pics another time. lazy x:

i am so happy i have you.

2010-01-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

stayed over juliana's house last night . badminton > out with clara > tuition > emerson house > juliana house > count down ^^ . had lots of fun last night ^^ .

time passes so fast.

2010-01-01T22:25:00.001+08:00

31december, last day of 2009. once again, its another new year. overall this year has been a complicated year. time passes so fast this year. gosh, i can't believe im going to be sec 2 so sooon . im so not looking forward to 2010 but well, i cant do anything . just hope that next year would be a better year. i will so miss this year~! lots of happy / sad / emotional / angry / shock etc things happen. lots of thing changed. learn to give in all your best to achive what you want. put in all the effort for the one you loves. learn to cherish before its too late and be the best that we can be. i hope next year would be a better year :D

we've tried out best .

2009-12-30T22:23:00.003+08:00

I'VE LEARN HOW TO BAKE CAKE :D

baked it for NgSiYing ^^ be honoured . LOL .

baked a cake for siying to surprise her ^^ heheh.

woke up late today~! heheh so hurriedly prepare and left house at 12.30 met clara at bukitbatok and headed to lot 1 pasta mania and meet weiren . lunch at there .

headed to library to look for books that teaches us how to bake cake . found one, and borrowed it ^^.

headed down to fair price and bought the ingriedients . after buying all th ingredients, headed to weiren's house to bake, it rained . weiren got wet. took out our stuffs and stated baking .

before we mixed it.

after mixing it.

we took like quite long to bake it. LOL . and clara added cheese by accident . laugh my ass out. LOL . while waiting for the cake to be baked , we were hearing music and somehow weiren started to dance , and he looked like this

we were all crazy~! looked at stupid videos while waiting and all . had lots of laughter. after baking and all , left his house around 6 i think ? forgotten. headed to lot 1 to return my book and walk around with clara . headed to mac and slack, share a meal with her . catch up alot with one another ^^ . cabed home with her around 8plus.

thinking of you.

2009-12-30T01:01:00.000+08:00

you said move on, and where do i go? i guess second best is all i'll ever know.

Katy Perry-Thinking of you

happy birthday girl~!

2009-12-30T00:22:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NG SI YING♥ ~!

finally 14years old ! heheh . sadly, your overseas now D: . well, at least i'll wish you happy birthday on my blog first ^^ heheh. faster come back from taiwan babe ~! miss you ttm ! can't wait for your birthday outing. i bet it will be such a memorable one . i have so much i want to tell you ! thanks for everything ! for being there for me all the time ! hope you had a wonderful birthday ! my wonderful sister, YOU ROCK ! I AM SO HAPPY I KNOW YOU ^^. ONE OF THE BEST GANJIE I EVER HAD . lastly, ILOVEYOU x10000000000. ^^

just like how you broke my heart.

2009-12-29T23:28:00.002+08:00

you left like I didn't mean anything to you.

2009-12-29T23:23:00.002+08:00

Over the course of the average lifetime you meet a lot of people. Some of them stick with you through thick and thin. Some weave their way through your life and disappear forever. But once in a while someone comes along who earns a permanent place in your heart.

“— The Wonder Years

someone perfect.

2009-12-29T23:20:00.002+08:00

All our young lives we search for someone to love. Someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope. All the while wondering if somewhere, somehow, there’s someone perfect who might be searching for us.

“— The Wonder Years

if only I stopped thinking of you.

2009-12-29T23:16:00.000+08:00

Some people pass through your life and you never think about them again. Some you think about and wonder what ever happened to them. Some you wonder if they ever wonder what happened to you. And then there are some you wish you never had to think about again. But you do.

“— The Wonder Years

who am I to you?

2009-12-29T23:14:00.000+08:00

You start out life with a clean slate. Then you begin to make your mark. You face decisions, make choices. You keep moving forward. But sooner or later there comes a time where you look back over where you have been… and wonder who you really are.
“— The Wonder Years

are we still link?

2009-12-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

added back my tagboard and links, do tag me if you want to be link or something. and if i dont just pester my, cuz at times im just too lazy (:

i remember how it felt.

2009-12-29T22:51:00.002+08:00

had badminton in the morning , guys had match. bought my school books, like FINALLY. tako balls for lunch with janice and andrea. daddy came to fetch me home , bathe etc and daddy fetch to me west mall. queued up for tickets to alvin and the chipmonks 2 . bloody queue damn longgggggg~! watch with chelsea, emerson , sherman . arcade after movie, emerson and sherman left for lan earlier, when to met them after awhile. then started walking around. when to the cannel , sat on th grass alone (: . it was nice to be alone, not having to smile and look pleased. just having to stare dejectedly at the sky, and just maybe let a few drops of tears drop. sit awhile , and ended slacking there alone from 6plus to 8 plus. it felt so... happy. walked home after that.

peace out

2009-12-28T14:09:00.000+08:00

I HAVENT BUY MY SCHOOL BOOKS YET.

and school is reopening , gosh,

happiness is right infront of me.

2009-12-28T13:33:00.002+08:00

webcam with clara last night ^^ .

its time for miracle.

2009-12-27T18:16:00.000+08:00

had fun yesterday ^^ . watch the movie QUARENTINE. reached home around 10plus. talk on the phone till around 2.30. ^^

we ain't fated huh ?

2009-12-22T22:08:00.000+08:00

MY COOKIE TASTE SO BITTER . LOL.

when to jiaying grandma house to bake cookies with jiaying and ashley ^^. headed to buy our ingredients and stuff back from like 2 to 6plus. LOL . damn tiring . back 2 kind of cookies. the first one totally bitter . LOL . second one was quite successful :D. ashley mom send us home . watching 終極三國 :D it rocks ttm.
i finally feel th joy of watching drama again ^^. finally i can feel th pain again.

you were my lie.

2009-12-22T13:09:00.002+08:00

If we can’t be ourselves then happiness and sadness are both lies.

say goodbye

2009-12-22T12:26:00.002+08:00

you ain't my everything no more.

2009-12-22T12:21:00.000+08:00

let the wind blow away my memories.

2009-12-22T12:18:00.002+08:00

i can live without you.

2009-12-22T12:13:00.002+08:00

you left.

2009-12-22T10:30:00.001+08:00

I know we'll never see those days again.
And things will never be that way again.
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know
I won't forget you.

-Where are you now. Honor Society

I've got over you.

2009-12-22T10:22:00.000+08:00

I was just like any other girl out there, wondering how I would survive without you. But guess what? I did. I underestimated my strength. I realized that you needed me more than I did, and in the end, it was your loss.

maybe, perhaps.

2009-12-21T00:54:00.000+08:00

Maybe it's true that we don't know what we've got until we've lost it. But maybe it's also true that we don't know what we are missing until we find it.

walk away.

2009-12-21T00:52:00.002+08:00

I've come to realise that we never stop loving the people who leave. We just stop needing them like we used to.

JUST DANCE. WE'LL BE OKAY.

2009-12-20T21:39:00.002+08:00

IM DANCING ON MY BED ! :D

IGNORE MY THIS POST. ITS ALL CRAP ^^ LOL

LOL . talking to rano on the phone hahahs hearing all th high songs ! I AM SERIOUSLY HIGH NOW . laughs . I LIKE TO MOVE IT MOVE IT. YA LIKE TO MOVE ITTTTTTT ! LOL. im getting crazy on the phone ! im screaming in my house laughs. COOL DOWN ~ ! LOL . LALALA . ROCK ON BABE. JUST DANCE WE'LL BE OKAY~! RANO IS SINGING ~! RAPING * HAHAHS. JUST DANCE WE'LL BE OKAY ~! I LOVE BEING CRAZY . im so happy till i wanna cry ! thanks asshole . LOL . for cheering me up ^^. asshole YOU R-O-C-K. I WANNA DANCE TILL THERE'S NO TMRW. IM DANCING ON THE PHONE . LOL. COME ON ~! WANT YOUR BAD ROMANCE~! YOU KNOW I WANT YOU ~!

edited.

just put down my call with rano. talk for 2hours plusplus. got my mind off alot of things ^^ . feeling so much more better. heheh. but i used my show timing to talk. damn . have to stay up late to watch finish it . but at least i had lots of fun talking to that asshole ^^. LOL . asshole , thanks ^^ . \m/ going to continue my show ^^ . meeting rano & co. tmrw. gonna drink and get drunk ^^ . get my bloody mind off every bloody thing. post later ^^ .

let the world know.

2009-12-19T21:33:00.000+08:00

used the computer for ALMOST the whole day just to watch 終極三國^^ . heheh . elizabeth came to my house in th afternoon. when swimming for 1hour plusplus. swam till 5.45 . came back home , bathe , continue watching 終極三國 . elizabeth came after she bathe . she left around 7. still watching my show. suppose to go meet rano but my show was too exciting i couldn't help but be lazy and stay lying on my bed , with snacks on my bed, infront of my computer and enjoy my show. heheh . PIG LIFE :D .

cuz you lied.

2009-12-19T02:01:00.000+08:00

The worst part about being lied to is knowing you're not worth the truth.

your love is just a lie

2009-12-19T01:58:00.000+08:00

got back my computer ^^ with sound.

LOL, first thing i did when i got my computer ? i checked th video. finally i could hear it WITH sound. watch 終極三國. FINALLY can watch it properly. morning , when home from juliana house , got money and left for facial at bukit timah shopping center. facial lasted like 2 hours or so? after that , bused down to rano house. bought instand noodles there . rano and clayton swam. after that rano help me get hot water for my instant noodles. headed up to the gym to eat my instant noodle. LOL . slack there till around 6.30 daddy came to fetch me to collect my computer and headed home. tiring day. watch 終極三國 most of the time on the computer. i am damn tired . yesterday at night sleep too lil. my face is super red. today is not my day. currently chatting to chai on msn. going to sleep soon i guess . so tired D:.

i've turned my back on you.

come and go.

2009-12-18T03:54:00.000+08:00

I know that in life, people come and go, but I wish they'd give some sort of warning when they do.

its not only about your appearance

2009-12-18T03:49:00.000+08:00

Its sad how when someone leaves you, apart from missing them, and apart from the fact that the whole little world you've created together collapses, everything you see or do reminds you of them. That makes forgetting so much harder.

Everything breaks. Some things just hurt more than others.

2009-12-18T03:44:00.000+08:00

you gradually get over the pain. It doesn’t go away, not for a long time, but it becomes easier to live with. One morning you wake up and he’s not the first thing on your mind. And then a few months down the line you realize you’ve made it through half the day without thinking of him. Sometimes it takes months, sometimes, years, but eventually you reach a point when you only think about them occassionally. You manage to do this because you don’t see them, you don’t hear about them, you try not to think about them. And then you bump into them walking down the street, or someone unexpected mentions their name … and the memories come flooding back.

“

—	Jane Green

love is the hardest habit to break, and the most difficult to satisfy.

2009-12-18T03:12:00.000+08:00

currently at juliana house :D . sleeping over . bloody ALAN CHAN you owe me . LOL . alan boy, you die :D . heheh joking . just now talking to rano and clayton. now talking to alan boy.. LOL . just hang up the call :D . now alrd 3am. might be called alan later again and screw him . ALAN GO DIE. LOL

i promise to love you forever - every single day of forever.

2009-12-18T00:59:00.002+08:00

Please know that I’m forever changed because of who you are and what you’ve meant to me.

your the one and only one that hurt me so badly.

2009-12-18T00:57:00.002+08:00

because i love you.

2009-12-18T00:56:00.000+08:00

Everyday that we don't speak is another day I don't need you. And as I slowly stop missing you, I realise that you aren't that important to me anyway.

But at that very moment when we stood there gazing at each other, I fell in love all over again and I wanted nothing more than to hold you forever.

where are you now, when im thinking of you.

2009-12-17T21:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINGNING :D

badminton training today. met art around 8.10am swept / mop the whole school hall . cuz we were having match with west wood girls. won th singles. doubles even. played till12 like that . headed to canteen had pizza :D . mrs ng treat as pre christmas :D . after eating left to my house with janice and mingpeng . cab down . bathe chage etc and all & left to west mall .bused there . after mingpeng left . when with janice to city vibe to eaet tako balls :D . around 4 when to janice house downstairs slack . till around 4.20pm had tuition. mrt down to commonwealth :D . mr chin super cute . laughs . when with jiaying and ashley ^^ . after that ashley mom send me to clementi . cab down to yingning house . reach around 6.40pm. played vball. headed to slack and all . currently at yingning house using com . celebrating her bday :D . heheh . juliana brittany jed shaoming kay elicia are currently here :D they are camwhoreing laughs .

so near yet so far.

2009-12-16T18:14:00.000+08:00

almost lover.